Lost in My Way

Seriously, can't I just do nothing?

During the past few days, I have been ultimately lazy as in no-gym, no-shower, no-breakfast, wishing-to-watch-movies-all-day kind of lazy. But all this time, I was just working my ass off—don't get me wrong, I love my job. I love it more than taking a bath or something. It's just that I have been forgetting how to take care of myself. I always come across these kind of dilemma that I battle with myself, and it's not right. 

In most days, I lack inspiration, and I question myself if everything is still going the way I want it. (I apologize if all I think about right now are the negative vibes that's been happening to myself the last few days. Don't worry, I will have my cleansing tomorrow.) Now I'm sitting in my desk with no shower but still smelling like France (because my perfume is from France. I wear expensive perfumes; it's the only investment that I feel I should not do, but I'm the type of person who just likes to smell divine). 

Feeling like crap, I don't like it. That's why I'm letting it all out into the world wide web first, so I can properly reflect on my life on what points in myself that I need to improve—okay, that sounded immature (but it's mon blog). 

It's actually funny if I picture myself in gifs that accurately illustrates the way I act like this is what I do when I get home. Instead of studying and being an adult, I do this.

and I'm like this at work

but that's too cute. In reality, I look extra crap.

Anyway, I still love le job.